I'm the new Berlin wall, try & tear me down.

i will no longer be posting or checking my livejournal.
if you want to read my blogs go to..

www.hannabeth.buzznet.com

thank you. xxoo

life. to live life with no regrets.
to be free, and not let anyone hold you back.
i dance, dance the night away.
few hours of sleep.
i don't care what you say.
your opinions just build my character.
i love this. every minute of it.
i have defined the word reality.
taking everything in, and not holding back.
i spend more time on a plane, then i do anywhere else.
i have 2 monroes now, because one just wasnt enough.
japan took over, and i gave in.. i miss the city.
this month is when everything starts to take action.
thoughts becoming solid ideas.

im addicted to sunflower seeds.
i love to lay in bed eatting them,
while watching marie antoinette with someone i love.
he gets me, and i get him.
everything is finally making sense.
sometimes you have to lose, in order to gain.
i have learned this many times in my life.
the pain is what makes you stronger.
and even though it may seem like the end,
there is always a way out.. a new day.

i moved on. i let go. i walked away.
starting fresh for this new year.
a makeover of the soul.

time to get to work.
photoshoots galore.
filming.
bamboozle takeover with aud.
clothing.
club hosting.

2007. lets make this happen.
i love LA.



( PianoTeeth )

the new year is finally here.
time to get things going,
and make this year really count.

new years was a blast!
i spent it with all my favs.
dancing till dawn,
and counting down,
has never been so good.

my apartment is finally feeling like home.
i have moved all my stuff in,
and now i really feel like its my own.

boonebeth take over.
sarahs bday is in 2 days,
so were celebrating by seeing TI,
and going to disneyland.

aspen was amazing! but cold.
i met some amazing people
and got to enjoy some snowy weather.

poptarte is going well.
we should have it launched sometime in the next few weeks.

meeting with buzznet and yahoo.
my yahoo interview should be up soon.
ill keep you posted!

make sure to check me out in Paper Magazines Feb. Issue.

leaving for japan Feb. 6!
going to be gone for a week.

2oo7.
its going to be a good one.



tons of photos.
new & old.
enjoy.xo.

( 2oo7 MeltDown )

these past weeks have been insane.
partying with britney spears and bow wow.
showing up at random beverly hills parties with the guy from "the real world"
pink berry everyday.
toast is my new favorite restaurant.
new tattoo.. rude dude
exploring micheal jacksons old house.. it's haunted.
bleeding star photoshoot.
pop-tarte clothing with audrey coming soon.
kroq chirstmas.
justin is finally home.
finishing moving.
zales model as a pick up line.
finding out who your true friends are.
beardmen2006.

now i have the flu.
sick of being sick.
peppermint tea and bubble baths.
goodnight.



( RudeDude )

I want a hairless cat.


It's been while since I last updated.
I have been very busy.
From traveling around the US,
to working on my clothing line,
I have had zero time for anything!



Minnesota & Chicago was a blast!
I got to see some friends I haven't seen in awhile,
and I got to do some damage at Mall of America! haha.
Chicago was beautiful.
I loved all the fun restaurants they had there!

I also got to go to new york for a few days.
Had a great time.
I want to go back as soon as possible.



So I finished my clothing line.
I have only posted one design,
but don't worry..
Plenty more are coming!



Please visit my site at..
www.hannabethclothing.com



I have new japanese super hero hair.
My outfits never match,
but I think its better that way.
PhotoShoot for Paper Magazine tomorrow.
I like hitting people with my giant gloomy bear arm.
Green Tea Fraps from starbucks is my new addiction.
My apartment is almost complete.
My phone charms are becoming heavier than my phone.
Glory of this boyssss in less than a week.
Jonah visits coming soon.
Sushi. Sushi. Sushi.
I love neon and leopard.
I'm obsessed with my new betsey johnson bag and bape sneakers.
I want to write a book.
Drama has just become entertaining.
Nothing can hurt me anymore.
As long as I know who I am,
nothing anyone says can make that change,
Will & Grace is my new favorite show.
Laying in bed till 2 is my favorite.

More Photoshoots soon.
More Designs soon.
More YouTubes soon.

Lots of Love,
Miss Hanna Beth.
xoxo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ttmxDoa_Ss8


Sexy.Back.

Updates:
Almost done moving into my new apartment.
I have a bunch of photoshoots booked for the next few weeks.
So don't worry, more photos are coming soon!

I have been very busy and haven't had time for anything!
My third tattoo is finally healed, and I should have photos up soon.

I'm always posting photos in my hiplog,
so make sure to check that out!
Just go to the "search" section and type in HannaBeth.

This is for you:
I'm dedicating this entry to you.
Ask me questions, and I will answer them the best I can!

<3 HannaBeth

P.S. If you haven't seen the movie (Little Miss Sunshine) you should go see it now. It's amazing! xo

shaggy hair.
she is the hippy from the eighties.
working at american apparel all the time.
i hate wearing shoes.
hellokitty has consumed my life.
new apartment is almost complete.
i wear headbands everyday.
metalskool666.
i'm obsessed with the royal tenenbalms.
its my new favorite.



my birthday party was a hit.
i'm a skating machine.
thanks for all the presents.
alone time has a new meaning.
this novel is never finished.
looking for the missing piece.

cupcake disaster.
diamond tattoo ankle.
beatles mania.
working. non-stop.
photoshoots galore.

( BirthdayDrugs )

step through the glass.
let no lie be unseen.
these are the best days or your life.
don't waste it like the rest.
run, don't stop.
your not wasting one minute.
you are a god.
never let anyone tear you down.

celebrated my birthday.
i am now 18.
rollerskating madness tomorrow night.
working for american apparel on robertson.
stopping by virgin records to check in.
new tattoo on my wrist.
it says karma.
i got a giant tooth lamp for my new apartment.
i move in wednesday.
i live behind my favorite sushi joint.
been going out every night, i never stop.
i'm exhausted.
cupcakes from sprinkles.

thank you to everyone who sent me a card for my birthday.
i got tons of hellokitty cards full of stickers & tattoo's.
i love it.



( TheDiamondDogs )

what a busy girl!
brain washed clothing photoshoot.
shutterclick downtown shoot.
new apartment sept. 1!
birthday so soon.
rollerskating eighties disco party.
shut up! magazine shoot.
new westcoast choppers girl august 25.

non-stop with sarah.
visiting with people from the past.
rainbow sorbet with rainbow sprinkles.
less make-up, more rock n roll.
no time for sleep.
dancing is under-rated.
sounds of the underground tour.
living off tea and sushi.
new computer. macbook with isight.
new tattoo soon.
vintage mess.
furniture shopping soon!
loving every minute of it.




( SpiderDragons )

busy. busy. busy.
just got home from seattle.
visits with jonah.
sushi everyday.
american apparel.
new hair.
birthday in 20 days.
rollerskating madness sunday.
movies in bed.
peach bubble tea.
photoshoot for Shut Up! magazine.
took my monroe out.



i miss him.
i have been writing non-stop.
wayne brady.
japanese grocery store.
headband obsession.
portugal boys.
metalfest w/ sarah.



So.. My birthday is August 24th!
If you want to send me something for my birthday,
let me know.
I would be happy with just a card!

Some of my birthday wishes includ...
-GloomyBears
-UglyDolls
-HelloKitty Everything
-Gift cards to tower


<3 HannaBeth

I am finally home.
Florida was nice, but way to humid.
I spent a week there, then decided to pack up my things and take off to Minnesota for a few weeks.
While in Florida I got my monroe pierced,
and a small heart tattoo on my pinky.



Time was spent sleeping in,
and waking up to not so familier faces.
New friends were made,
but nothing felt like home.

Minnesota was needed.
Mall of America always cheers me up.
Drinking whiskey and taking long drives.
Bubble tea in the early afternoon.
Road trips to Chicago and Iowa.
Broke my sidekick.
No air-conditioning.
Portugal the man.
"The King"
Random naighbors always stopping by.
Waking up to bunnies in my room.
Bug bites.
Dillenger bus.
HelloKitty Jewelery.
GloomyBear everything!
No sleep.



New.York.City July 19 - 26.

Treat me with the same respect you think you deserve.

( All.Sewn.Up )

through thick & thin,
this is a war i will always win.
i will just hold on tight,
and sit back, while enjoying the ride.
gasping for everything breath,
i will live,
no one can take me down.



leave for florida in 3 days.
got my license on 666.
sick of the hot weather.
bought new summer dresses.
going to bed at 3 a.m.
got in a terrible hit & run accident.
obsessed w/ rocky horror picture show.
koi every night.
c.d. shopping more than needed.
random phone calls from people i wouldn't expect.

loving life.
living each day as if it were my last.

Tour Dates:

June 21: Charlotte, NC - The Tremont.
June 22: Lumberton, NC - Billsapp Rec Center.
June 23: Myrtle Beach, SC - Monkey Business.
June 24: Virginia Beach, VA - Club Relevant.
June 25: Middletown, NY - Molly McGuires.
June 26: Kingston, PA - Backstage Enterprises.
June 27: Raleigh, NC - The Brewery.



( TakeFlight )

partytime2006.
swingers.
new romance.
tons of friends.
wine and reggae.
graduated.
sushi @ koi.
a dancing machine.
sleepovers w/ ray.
cola at 7 a.m.
new hair.
finally feeling content.
accomplished.



i'm feeling great. it feels like everything is finally falling into place. i am done with school & i couldn't be happier. i love all of my friends and family so much. i am surrounded by the greatest people.

the party was a hit. everyone had fun. drinking wine by the pool, listening to amazing music, dancing all around... what an amazing time. i got to see tons of friends who i hadn't seen for a long time which was nice.

just hold on. everything will work out.
you have to fight through the bad, to get to the good.
life can't always be perfect.

( SheKeepsGoing )

new friends.
tons of gloomybear.
hellokitty airbrushed nails.
paul frank ipod case.
springbreak in japan 2007.
sleeping in cars @ 6 a.m.
marble japanese soda.
new hellokitty earrings.



why do i find myself walking down sunset at 6 in the morning when no one is out and the only sound i hear is my footsteps. where is everyone? i'm not tired. i sit in the car listening to coldplay while ray sleeps in the back with a sleeping bag. i start thinking, i never stop thinking.

i love the random adventures. my life is a movie, you never know whats going to happen next. june 15 travels to florida begin, and i start tour. july 6 get to fly to minnesota to see the favs. love them. miss them.

welcome to my life.

A life is like a book. A book is like a box. A box has six sides. Inside and outside, so, how do you get to what's inside? How do you get what's inside, out?




( InsideOut )

Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above.



this is life.





xmen front row.
wine & bonfires.
new attractions.
dinner by the beach.
cutest couple @ sushi.
gia & hedwig in bed.
sleep at 12, rise at 10.
polky.
green tea ice cream.
orange orbit.
new pink hair.
black hair dye mess.
june 15.
minnesota july 7.
fell down the staires.
bruised back & knee.
love jowell.
putting extentions back in.
hellokitty luggage.
party200666. sunday. <3

all people ever want to do is take, take, take,
still there is nothing left.
there's nothing left.



june 15 leave for florida.
hangout sesh w/ dave.
tour w/ glory of this, phoenix mourning, across 5 aprils.
finally done june 4, big celebration.
t-shirt line almost done.
vintage photoshoots.
mac make-up party.
greek ceasers at the news room.
china town.
clear skies.
feeling more optimistic.
bonds growing closer.

( HoldON. )

3 days left alone.
people drowning in a 2a.m. pool.
sleeping in bunkbeds.
waking up to giant sunglasses and sushi.
results that weren't expected.
new relationships formed.
i yell in limos.
old memories brought up to the present.
reunited for one last time.
broken pieces scattered.
3 hour sleeps.
cupcake princess.
rootbeer cocktails.
i can dance.
metalfest2006.
dramatic endings.
tea down the hill.

i still can't believe everything that has happend this weekend, i feel like it was a dream and i'm still trying to wake up. friday we will go in limos once again and drink cocktails by the beach. my fav is coming this weekend and it couldn't be better timing. living day by day, step by step. i can handle anything now. nothing is to big or to small.

( The-Champion. )