I'm the new Berlin wall, try & tear me down.

last post.

Thu, 17 May 2007 00:00:39 GMT

i will no longer be posting or checking my livejournal.
if you want to read my blogs go to..

www.hannabeth.buzznet.com

thank you. xxoo

a said a thousand words. but all he heard was one.

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 01:45:19 GMT

life. to live life with no regrets.
to be free, and not let anyone hold you back.
i dance, dance the night away.
few hours of sleep.
i don't care what you say.
your opinions just build my character.
i love this. every minute of it.
i have defined the word reality.
taking everything in, and not holding back.
i spend more time on a plane, then i do anywhere else.
i have 2 monroes now, because one just wasnt enough.
japan took over, and i gave in.. i miss the city.
this month is when everything starts to take action.
thoughts becoming solid ideas.

im addicted to sunflower seeds.
i love to lay in bed eatting them,
while watching marie antoinette with someone i love.
he gets me, and i get him.
everything is finally making sense.
sometimes you have to lose, in order to gain.
i have learned this many times in my life.
the pain is what makes you stronger.
and even though it may seem like the end,
there is always a way out.. a new day.

i moved on. i let go. i walked away.
starting fresh for this new year.
a makeover of the soul.

time to get to work.
photoshoots galore.
filming.
bamboozle takeover with aud.
clothing.
club hosting.

2007. lets make this happen.
i love LA.

JapanLand.

Indiana.Kentucky.Ohio.

GamerGirls.PhotoShoot.

VirginiaConnesa.PhotoShoot.

2monroes.

2oo7.

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 00:50:04 GMT

the new year is finally here.
time to get things going,
and make this year really count.

new years was a blast!
i spent it with all my favs.
dancing till dawn,
and counting down,
has never been so good.

my apartment is finally feeling like home.
i have moved all my stuff in,
and now i really feel like its my own.

boonebeth take over.
sarahs bday is in 2 days,
so were celebrating by seeing TI,
and going to disneyland.

aspen was amazing! but cold.
i met some amazing people
and got to enjoy some snowy weather.

poptarte is going well.
we should have it launched sometime in the next few weeks.

meeting with buzznet and yahoo.
my yahoo interview should be up soon.
ill keep you posted!

make sure to check me out in Paper Magazines Feb. Issue.

leaving for japan Feb. 6!
going to be gone for a week.

2oo7.
its going to be a good one.

tons of photos.
new & old.
enjoy.xo.

Chicago.

MTV Studios.

Glory of This/4LL Tour.

Dead to Fall.

Random Photos.

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 01:24:02 GMT

these past weeks have been insane.
partying with britney spears and bow wow.
showing up at random beverly hills parties with the guy from "the real world"
pink berry everyday.
toast is my new favorite restaurant.
new tattoo.. rude dude
exploring micheal jacksons old house.. it's haunted.
bleeding star photoshoot.
pop-tarte clothing with audrey coming soon.
kroq chirstmas.
justin is finally home.
finishing moving.
zales model as a pick up line.
finding out who your true friends are.
beardmen2006.

now i have the flu.
sick of being sick.
peppermint tea and bubble baths.
goodnight.

Meeting at BuzzNet.

Bleeding Star.

Robert Nelson Photography.

Cartoons.

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 05:46:37 GMT

I want a hairless cat.

It's been while since I last updated.
I have been very busy.
From traveling around the US,
to working on my clothing line,
I have had zero time for anything!

Minnesota & Chicago was a blast!
I got to see some friends I haven't seen in awhile,
and I got to do some damage at Mall of America! haha.
Chicago was beautiful.
I loved all the fun restaurants they had there!

I also got to go to new york for a few days.
Had a great time.
I want to go back as soon as possible.

So I finished my clothing line.
I have only posted one design,
but don't worry..
Plenty more are coming!

Please visit my site at..
www.hannabethclothing.com

I have new japanese super hero hair.
My outfits never match,
but I think its better that way.
PhotoShoot for Paper Magazine tomorrow.
I like hitting people with my giant gloomy bear arm.
Green Tea Fraps from starbucks is my new addiction.
My apartment is almost complete.
My phone charms are becoming heavier than my phone.
Glory of this boyssss in less than a week.
Jonah visits coming soon.
Sushi. Sushi. Sushi.
I love neon and leopard.
I'm obsessed with my new betsey johnson bag and bape sneakers.
I want to write a book.
Drama has just become entertaining.
Nothing can hurt me anymore.
As long as I know who I am,
nothing anyone says can make that change,
Will & Grace is my new favorite show.
Laying in bed till 2 is my favorite.

More Photoshoots soon.
More Designs soon.
More YouTubes soon.

Lots of Love,
Miss Hanna Beth.
xoxo

BooneBeth2006

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 08:59:19 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ttmxDoa_Ss8

Sexy.Back.

This One is for You.

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 19:01:22 GMT

Updates:
Almost done moving into my new apartment.
I have a bunch of photoshoots booked for the next few weeks.
So don't worry, more photos are coming soon!

I have been very busy and haven't had time for anything!
My third tattoo is finally healed, and I should have photos up soon.

I'm always posting photos in my hiplog,
so make sure to check that out!
Just go to the "search" section and type in HannaBeth.

This is for you:
I'm dedicating this entry to you.
Ask me questions, and I will answer them the best I can!

<3 HannaBeth

P.S. If you haven't seen the movie (Little Miss Sunshine) you should go see it now. It's amazing! xo

Diamond Pills.

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 02:08:39 GMT

shaggy hair.
she is the hippy from the eighties.
working at american apparel all the time.
i hate wearing shoes.
hellokitty has consumed my life.
new apartment is almost complete.
i wear headbands everyday.
metalskool666.
i'm obsessed with the royal tenenbalms.
its my new favorite.

my birthday party was a hit.
i'm a skating machine.
thanks for all the presents.
alone time has a new meaning.
this novel is never finished.
looking for the missing piece.

cupcake disaster.
diamond tattoo ankle.
beatles mania.
working. non-stop.
photoshoots galore.

I belong to the Blank Generation.

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 17:04:19 GMT

step through the glass.
let no lie be unseen.
these are the best days or your life.
don't waste it like the rest.
run, don't stop.
your not wasting one minute.
you are a god.
never let anyone tear you down.

celebrated my birthday.
i am now 18.
rollerskating madness tomorrow night.
working for american apparel on robertson.
stopping by virgin records to check in.
new tattoo on my wrist.
it says karma.
i got a giant tooth lamp for my new apartment.
i move in wednesday.
i live behind my favorite sushi joint.
been going out every night, i never stop.
i'm exhausted.
cupcakes from sprinkles.

thank you to everyone who sent me a card for my birthday.
i got tons of hellokitty cards full of stickers & tattoo's.
i love it.

ice cream treats.

lazy days at home.

Justin & Jordan.

Hammer.

Photoshoot w. Jen Marie. Photos by Kitty*

BrainWashed Photoshoot.

The Great Rock n Roll Swindle.

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 18:22:22 GMT

what a busy girl!
brain washed clothing photoshoot.
shutterclick downtown shoot.
new apartment sept. 1!
birthday so soon.
rollerskating eighties disco party.
shut up! magazine shoot.
new westcoast choppers girl august 25.

non-stop with sarah.
visiting with people from the past.
rainbow sorbet with rainbow sprinkles.
less make-up, more rock n roll.
no time for sleep.
dancing is under-rated.
sounds of the underground tour.
living off tea and sushi.
new computer. macbook with isight.
new tattoo soon.
vintage mess.
furniture shopping soon!
loving every minute of it.

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 23:49:26 GMT

busy. busy. busy.
just got home from seattle.
visits with jonah.
sushi everyday.
american apparel.
new hair.
birthday in 20 days.
rollerskating madness sunday.
movies in bed.
peach bubble tea.
photoshoot for Shut Up! magazine.
took my monroe out.

i miss him.
i have been writing non-stop.
wayne brady.
japanese grocery store.
headband obsession.
portugal boys.
metalfest w/ sarah.

So.. My birthday is August 24th!
If you want to send me something for my birthday,
let me know.
I would be happy with just a card!

Some of my birthday wishes includ...
-GloomyBears
-UglyDolls
-HelloKitty Everything
-Gift cards to tower

<3 HannaBeth

Home sweet Home.

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 06:28:16 GMT

I am finally home.
Florida was nice, but way to humid.
I spent a week there, then decided to pack up my things and take off to Minnesota for a few weeks.
While in Florida I got my monroe pierced,
and a small heart tattoo on my pinky.

Time was spent sleeping in,
and waking up to not so familier faces.
New friends were made,
but nothing felt like home.

Minnesota was needed.
Mall of America always cheers me up.
Drinking whiskey and taking long drives.
Bubble tea in the early afternoon.
Road trips to Chicago and Iowa.
Broke my sidekick.
No air-conditioning.
Portugal the man.
"The King"
Random naighbors always stopping by.
Waking up to bunnies in my room.
Bug bites.
Dillenger bus.
HelloKitty Jewelery.
GloomyBear everything!
No sleep.

New.York.City July 19 - 26.

Treat me with the same respect you think you deserve.

Bunny Faceeee

Meghan & I

New monroe piercing

Dinoooo

Maren & I

Jeff & I

Amanda & I

At some show downtown

Shea & I

ahahahah chris & nick's face rule

always making a peace sign! haha

that guy had way to many tattoo's on his face

L.A!

we got married @ MOA

partyyyyy

i love all these people

zach rules!

the horse mask

zach & his bass

haha

zach loves it

mirror

austin and his whiskey

J.D in Iowaaaa

my minnesota boys

aaron

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 23:23:37 GMT

through thick & thin,
this is a war i will always win.
i will just hold on tight,
and sit back, while enjoying the ride.
gasping for everything breath,
i will live,
no one can take me down.

leave for florida in 3 days.
got my license on 666.
sick of the hot weather.
bought new summer dresses.
going to bed at 3 a.m.
got in a terrible hit & run accident.
obsessed w/ rocky horror picture show.
koi every night.
c.d. shopping more than needed.
random phone calls from people i wouldn't expect.

loving life.
living each day as if it were my last.

Tour Dates:

June 21: Charlotte, NC - The Tremont.
June 22: Lumberton, NC - Billsapp Rec Center.
June 23: Myrtle Beach, SC - Monkey Business.
June 24: Virginia Beach, VA - Club Relevant.
June 25: Middletown, NY - Molly McGuires.
June 26: Kingston, PA - Backstage Enterprises.
June 27: Raleigh, NC - The Brewery.

Content.

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 18:11:02 GMT

partytime2006.
swingers.
new romance.
tons of friends.
wine and reggae.
graduated.
sushi @ koi.
a dancing machine.
sleepovers w/ ray.
cola at 7 a.m.
new hair.
finally feeling content.
accomplished.

i'm feeling great. it feels like everything is finally falling into place. i am done with school & i couldn't be happier. i love all of my friends and family so much. i am surrounded by the greatest people.

the party was a hit. everyone had fun. drinking wine by the pool, listening to amazing music, dancing all around... what an amazing time. i got to see tons of friends who i hadn't seen for a long time which was nice.

just hold on. everything will work out.
you have to fight through the bad, to get to the good.
life can't always be perfect.

RockCityFest.

New Hair.

Pool Time.

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 05:34:34 GMT

new friends.
tons of gloomybear.
hellokitty airbrushed nails.
paul frank ipod case.
springbreak in japan 2007.
sleeping in cars @ 6 a.m.
marble japanese soda.
new hellokitty earrings.

why do i find myself walking down sunset at 6 in the morning when no one is out and the only sound i hear is my footsteps. where is everyone? i'm not tired. i sit in the car listening to coldplay while ray sleeps in the back with a sleeping bag. i start thinking, i never stop thinking.

i love the random adventures. my life is a movie, you never know whats going to happen next. june 15 travels to florida begin, and i start tour. july 6 get to fly to minnesota to see the favs. love them. miss them.

welcome to my life.

A life is like a book. A book is like a box. A box has six sides. Inside and outside, so, how do you get to what's inside? How do you get what's inside, out?

MAC store.

I love my brother Marlon.

life.live.love.

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 01:11:22 GMT

Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above.

this is life.

xmen front row.
wine & bonfires.
new attractions.
dinner by the beach.
cutest couple @ sushi.
gia & hedwig in bed.
sleep at 12, rise at 10.
polky.
green tea ice cream.
orange orbit.
new pink hair.
black hair dye mess.
june 15.
minnesota july 7.
fell down the staires.
bruised back & knee.
love jowell.
putting extentions back in.
hellokitty luggage.
party200666. sunday. <3

A Chaotic Wonderland.

Thu, 25 May 2006 19:56:25 GMT

all people ever want to do is take, take, take,
still there is nothing left.
there's nothing left.

june 15 leave for florida.
hangout sesh w/ dave.
tour w/ glory of this, phoenix mourning, across 5 aprils.
finally done june 4, big celebration.
t-shirt line almost done.
vintage photoshoots.
mac make-up party.
greek ceasers at the news room.
china town.
clear skies.
feeling more optimistic.
bonds growing closer.

Distorted.

Mon, 22 May 2006 20:45:17 GMT

long drives to malibu.
chocolate fountains.
green goblin.
metal photos by the beach.
the "riot" hotel.
diet cokes w/ lemon.
creeps in the bar.
tons of people in a 4 person room.
6 a.m sleeps.
kidrobot.
hellokitty chopsticks.
raytime666.
skeleton paintings.
meetings.
1 a.m movie sesh w. hot peppermint tea.

life has been good lately. i am taking everything one day at a time, and i think thats working just fine. i leave for tour june 15th, i will have dates of the tour up soon. this weekend i had a hellokitty shopping spree & found some amazing white vintage boots at popkiller. i miss my minnesota friends & my new friends from florida.

my clothing line should be done soon. i will probably have some stuff up on the website in the next month or so. lately i have been missing people from my past, but i have to move on.

Grant.

Cory w/ his CPK.

Cory & I.

Derek.

Kevin, Ray & Grant.

My little brother Roscoe.

Zach & I.

Ray & Zach.

Chris.

Pajama Time.

Awe, I miss Kevin.

Angela & I.

Cory in his sleeping bag.

Kevin.

James.

Cory.

Kevin & James.

Cory rocking out.

Tim Truth.

Still waking up.

Tue, 16 May 2006 00:45:17 GMT

3 days left alone.
people drowning in a 2a.m. pool.
sleeping in bunkbeds.
waking up to giant sunglasses and sushi.
results that weren't expected.
new relationships formed.
i yell in limos.
old memories brought up to the present.
reunited for one last time.
broken pieces scattered.
3 hour sleeps.
cupcake princess.
rootbeer cocktails.
i can dance.
metalfest2006.
dramatic endings.
tea down the hill.

i still can't believe everything that has happend this weekend, i feel like it was a dream and i'm still trying to wake up. friday we will go in limos once again and drink cocktails by the beach. my fav is coming this weekend and it couldn't be better timing. living day by day, step by step. i can handle anything now. nothing is to big or to small.

Minnesota.Sesh.200666

Tue, 09 May 2006 17:09:35 GMT

Minnesota.
Long plane rides.
Tons of new friends.
Got to hang with my favvvvs.
Drunken nights.
Mall of America.
Sushi Lunch.
Sharpie Tatoo's.
Late Nights.

I am sick, once again. Friday Ray is taking me to his prom. I bought a pink & green lace dress. Minnesota was amazing, I was sad to leave. I love everyone I met, and I hope I get to see them all again in the near future. I have no regrets. I am loving every minute of my life. No longer will I let words hurt me. If you have something to say about me, thats fine. I know who I am, and your words won't affect me. I am a strong girl, and I will be fighting my way through till the bitter end.

nice pink extention chad.

chad with his driving glasses.

peace minnesota.

hello mall of america.

time to shop!

i truely love this girl.

nick and i.

all the boys.

sidewalk sesh.

amazing people.

i camoflaged with the bed.

monsters.

getting ready for a big night.

the best mom in the world, she is the best!!!

smile!!!!

let the drinking begin!

chad and i.

jenn, maddy and i.

metal beth & metal chad.

party time.

haha eric.

partyseshhhh.

oh yahhh!

mirror shot.

lovely girls.

levi and i.

tony is a buddah!

hmmm..

i stole erics beer.

<3333

erics face = amazing

dance time.

i don't remember this kids name. haha.

me and ?

chad.. stole my monster i see..

legs tats

kevin. the artist. haha.

lazy sundays.

josh and i.

kevin looking badass.

knuckle tats.

we rule.

couch time.

mosh.

smile eric!!

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 05:44:49 GMT

All my pieces are finally falling together.
Everything is making sense.
In just a few days,
a new chapter in my life will be beginning.

I couldn't ask for anything more at the moment.
And even though I seek to fix my imperfections,
I am slowly learning to deal with them,
and turn them into something beautiful.

No one is perfect,
and there is no reason to spend your lives
searching for perfection.

I am seeking for the other half,
and soon the day will come.

Skeleton Dolls & Monsters. 2006.

The beat goes on...

I'm a sharpie tatoo artist..

I want these..

And more of these..

It wonder were alive, i'm alive.

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 22:45:52 GMT

dinners at koi.
music video shoots for phoenix mourning.
hair extentions.
june shows.
drunken nights.
working on the clothing company.
one week left.
skeleton shirts.
wisdom teeth.
fake.
favorites.
monsters arriving in the mail.
my 5 piece skull.

Steve and I in Big Bear.

Lizz & I

Tim & I

June Show w/ Alysia & Jac

Music Video Shoot w/ Angela

Vampires.

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 05:51:16 GMT

with her diamond eyes,
and a sewn up heart.

Break.Downs.

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 07:59:28 GMT

Lately, nothing is making sense.
People come and go.
You never know what will happen next,
you just have to just hold on.

I wish I could piece everything back together.
From the people I miss,
to the people that have completely disappeared.

I want to hold on,
but the memories just slowly disappear.

So Far, So Good.

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 07:00:23 GMT

Ray, driving to the GlassHouse.

Jeffree, looking good as always.

Ray, at the GlassHouse.

Tyson and I.

My pirate friend Steve and I.

Brandon, Jimmy and I.

Ray and I are best friends.

Brittany and I.

Jeffree and Brandon.

GlassHouse.

Ray, pretending to be me.

Ray and Steve.

Mirror shot in my room.

Steve and I.

Jacuzzi Session.

Jeffree and I after a pool photoshoot.

Ross and I.